8/28/2011
We started work this week. Well I started work, my boy started daycare. Things are going well but I miss my baby. Daycare is 15 miles the opposite direction of where I work. I am praying I find someone closer so I don't have to drive so far everyday. While he loves his caregiver and has fun there; that is an hour a day I don't see him due to commuiting time to work and back. :( I haven't gone to the gym at all this week because I feel totally guilty for not being around. I can't make myself pick him up from one sitter to drop him off with another. I hate it. I have to find a way to beable to take him there, get him and make to to the gym a few days a week and spend some quality time with him. I have gained tooo much weight from this thryoid business. I need to loose it. I am hoping to invest in a jogging stroller and a bicycle trailer over the next few months. That will give us some alternatives to the gym where I can spend time with the boy and work out. Plus I miss my lazy saturday strolls. So need them. :)
Landon is walking now, he says momma, nanna and occasionally mine. He still mostly babbles. He has learned how to throw a tantrum. They are still funny at his age but I hope we have fewer of them as time goes on. He doesn't like it when I take something away from him. Even when it's in his best interest. For example he was sitting in my lap playing with a spoon. No harm in that; however, when he went to get up and walk/ crawl off I took it away. It hurt his little feelings so bad it wasn't even funny! :)
I can't beleive he will be a year old this year. It's hard to believe a year ago I anticipating is arrival and waiting on word from biopsys and such. It's been such a long year, I am looking forward to see what next year brings.
:)
