No one knows that I leave for work while my dysregulated son complains to me about how I'm a bad mom because I work too much and we stay at dance too much and are always on the go and I'm always broke to I can't buy expensive breakfast or anything else every morning. All the whole screaming that the surprise I can't imagine life without is a mistake.
It's constant.
I resolve one issue and another begins. But here's where he's wrong, I know exactly how to feel unwanted l. I was unwanted at home, work and school since childhood. I was told I was in the way, to be seen, not heard.... anything...
I am not wanted at my house.
My family doesn't want me and neither does anyone else.
My job wants a better version
I can't find a church where I feel loved and wanted
A relationship that will last.
Everyone loved and wanted in my life doesn't want me
I can't take anymore
My best friend would literally call my parents and tell them I was struggling. Since 2018 they don't know. It's like I speak one language and they speak another I'll never fit not there not here not anywhere.
No one notices or wants me ever
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