He is here~

Landon Gabriel took his first breath @ 9:30 AM on October 4, 2010. He weighed 7bls and 11 oz and is 19 3/4 inches long. He is a very happy healthy baby. I was not able to see him till around 2:30 because he was under observation since he was a c-section baby and I had developed diabetes. They monitored him for several hours. When they finally brought him to me I was estatic. We spent several days in the Hospital and came home late Thursday night. I was exausted; however, my little man seemed to have had a 2nd wind. I am working on getting him on a sleep schedule; he seems to have his days and nights mixed up; hoping to fix that soon. I am very thankful for him. This is hard though I'm having all these emotions including anger, happyness, sadness, joy and so many others. I feel like i'm on a roller coaster of emotions right now. I hope I can get things straight soon. I hope we can hurry up and have my 2nd surgery and put all of this behind us. For now though, I'm going back to play wiht my baby; he's starting to wake up. :)