Motivation

I am still struggling to balance a schedule and the baby. I get it together one day and the next day I don't think I will ever have it together. I am praying that I get this balance figured out. I am sure I'm not the only new mom and struggles finding a schedule. I know it's best for the baby; that is one reason I am looking forward to finding a job; I know that will help with my schedule.
Landon is growing like crazy; he's found his laugh. It's adorable. He looks just like my dad when he laughs, I think it's too cute. He's started making sounds; he talks to his mobile, toys and us. I am extremely biased but yes I think it's precious. He has my mom and sister wrapped around his little fingers too.
I am job hunting like crazy right now. It's scary when I'm applying everywhere and not sure where I will end up. I have applied for several small schools that I had to find on a map to figure out where they were.  I pray I find something soon. The end of the year is rapidly approaching. If I don't find something in the next couple of weeks; I will have to start looking for jobs other than teaching. I have very mixed feelings about that. I worked extremely hard to go back to school to earn my teaching creditials; I hope I can use them. The hours and schedule is the best for Landon honestly. I know there is a job for me I just have to find it.
I was talking to a friend tonight and even my job search is working out when you honestly think about it. Had I had a job as soon as I had Landon would have been in day care by the time he was 6 weeks old. I have had extra time with him that is not replaceable at all. And I am now a little more comfortable with the idea of him being in Day Care now that he is getting a little older.
I am going to start substitute teaching again this week; however I pray that I am in my own classroom very soon.
For now I'm getting some rest. :) This single mom is beat!